its already 2.30. didn blogged for the past few two days. did nothing actually. its thurs. kinda cant really rmb what happened. okay.. lets see. its thurs. tmr need to hand up projects which i don intend to. heres the interesting part. i was supposed to researched on "diary of post war problems" kinda like a source. but man, i just cant find it. so i just printed out problems on post war. which i was suppose to bring on wednesda but i didn. belicia also didn what. then she summore tell me, szehoe you better bring tmr. she ownself didn bring still want talk big. actresses. haiz. then thursday, i brought it. but si xuan wasn't happy. we hadto use the source and do kinda worksheet. have to think of questions and write out the ans. but my research is alike to ck's and she want me to write about my source. i told her, but mine will be exactly like ck then she just gimme the fucked up face and say anyhow do lah. what the fuck is with the attitude man. then i dono what she told belicia, belicia suddenly come to me and said, are you in the team anot,szehoe. as if i ever said i didn want to do. they are just all the same, a clique. helps each other without knowing the facts. fuck up man get a life. maybe belicia was abit more understanding. i told her what was going on and she gave me another source from the textbook. man, sixuan, don tink you always ACT gong can give a fucked up attitude. enjoyed the art lesson. we had to sketch somewhere/something which you can see from the parade square so i did the facade of the school from the parade ground. did quite a good but no to the details job. chatted with stacy and juinli quite alot. they are quite good friends to make actually. then after school ended, i actually wanted to go wih stacy to find wenyi present but she kinda like don want me to go, so nvm lors. met my family and gang. xueli, cuzzie, and others. went to eat at cwp and went to pam hse. it was the first time for me. kinda bored at there but nvm. then vincent and i went for cycling, with a bike. switch here and there. hahas. but there was like this woman, sorta crazy i think, stood by the side of the road, and scolding something or someone towards the firection of the church. is she cursing the church or what. dono. i only know that she used 4 hokkien vulgarities in 20secs. pam and others also saw it from on top and came down. hahas. did nothing really. sang, like we usually do. and we met a P5 boy whom we talked to. he was a maple freak in which kaihui and i doubted alot of. there isnt much to say about then really. and after quite sometime, after sitting somewhere looking at the crazy woman, after the crazy woman went off, we too took our leave. it was still fun in the end. then here comes friday. kinda rushing in the morning. reached the mrt station at 645 but didn take the train. stayed with stacy to wait for wenyi. guess so. but then vincent came also came. kaihui joined at admiralty. reach the school and literally slept during assembly. was so tired. there was summore so much talks from the ncc and saint john birgade teachers. so sian. blahblah. slept totally during the first lesson. chinese lesson. haha. but i didn really cared lahs. then it was PW and mr wang took us to the comp lab to do reseach. as if anyone did. lite lesson was quite interesting as we are learning about a whole new book. YOU DONT KNOW ME. its true. no one really know me. then we had some group thingy which we have to find evidences about something. then we were talking and talking. chatting and chatting. we = belicia, sixuan, kelvin and donovan. and it was until one point when kelvin opened donovan's wallet and there were like so many talismans in there. then belicia was like, whats is that. oh talismans. EEEK. i wont dare to touch it. and she starts critising buddhism and taoisim. man. she just thinks that HER religion is so good. CHRISTAIN big arh. kao pei. christain cannot touch talismans arh, like real like. make your own believes. that was the BIG thing of the day. after that is english classes. one of the most boring classes. did listening compre today but as usual i didn bring my workbook. did on a worksheet. the listening compre was about a diary entry which was very interesting. it's kinda alike to me i feel. about a loner. and this sentence of the listening compre stood in my mind for so long until now. Silence, always my fortess. Sometimes my present. after school, as planned, went out with sec 1s choir members to eat at the hawker behind. lennon, madeline, norlieen and kelvin. ate quite long i think. was late for choir. but i didn know that kelvin was a lame guy. his jokes were really nice. all with good linkage. choir was quite fun today. the song was nice. titled ONE. dont know what its about but i know its nice. got kinda rap in it for the boys. ms yee couldnt teach much too as she got cough or something.choir ended. went to cwp with kelvin and junhao. both of us, me and kel, bought a waterbottle. yay. lolx. for tmr's SYF thingy. scared no water. hahs. and junhao gotta say goodbye. and think i also met jac at cwp. if its really her, she changed alot. ate dinner at long john with kelvin. he also ate. but he was suppose to eat dinner at home. aiyah. he arh. waste money. hahaha. but hes a good friend. sec1. i can say that he is innocent. pure innocent. with no idea of whats betrayal and backstabbing. it was about 8 and he was afraid to walk his apartment corridor so i accompanied home with him until his doorstep. kinda hero huh. lolx. and blahblah. here i am. infront of my computer. typing. cool. its july 01. yeah! and i have just changed skin. took like almost 7hrs working on it. dont think of changing it anymore for the next few weeks. i just changed it too last 2 days. abit to fast huh. its summore done with my crappy computer. man. my computer crash. haiz. for now, sleep. there's still the dono what SYF thingy. haiz.

to belicia and sixuan, i have wrote this here not for the sake of provoking you both. its better i write it here than saying it into your faces. be happy with it. both of you should already know your own attitude.